Some thoughts on Ferguson....and the fallacy of an absent God....

I have been silent throughout the Ferguson ordeal.

Truthfully, as I have been trying to process it all, I could come up with no words to express all of the feelings that I had: tremendous sadness for the loss of a young Black man who should have had much potential, uncertainty about so many never-to-be-answered questions, lingering doubts about whether justice could ever have been served, and great disappointment and heartbreak that, in the aftermath, a community had been left in ashes and devastation, with livelihoods threatened.

Two things drew me from my voicelessness.

The first was hearing someone (well, not just any someone, but a scholar of scriptures…) comment that God is frequently absent and that the Bible was filled with examples of God’s absence.

The second was seeing two extraordinarily bright and talented young male cousins on Thanksgiving Day – two amazing young Black boys who need to have amazing futures in this world.

Had the man who spoke of God’s absence not been a scholar of the scriptures, I might not have given his comment much thought. But he is, and his comment left me to do some honest reflection. I wondered just how many other people truly have come to believe, in the face of inexplicable heartbreak and disappointment, that God must be absent, uncaring and uninvolved in our struggles.

Surely Moses’ people must have wondered if God were absent as they spent 400 years laboring under Pharaoh’s oppression and violence – and while Egypt thrived as a result of their labor. Yet, God heard their cries, and raised up Moses to deliver them from their bondage. God was not absent.

Surely Hagar must have thought that God was absent when she and her son, Ishmael, were abandoned in the desert to die after they were no longer of any use to Abraham, Sarah and their young son, Isaac. Yet, God heard her cries, and renewed to her the promise that a great nation would be made of her son. God was not absent.

Surely the people called Israel must have thought that God was absent when long after the prophets foretold the coming of the Messiah, they labored under the oppression and violence of a Roman Empire that thrived in large part because of their suffering. Yet, God heard their cries, and sent God’s own Son, in flesh and blood, to live among them and to give his life for them. God was not absent.

And I have no reason to believe that God is absent now… not in Ferguson, Missouri, not in Memphis, Tennessee, not from black or white, oppressor or oppressed, poor or rich, tattooed or bow-tied, well-heeled or worn-down.

To be certain, God’s justice may not look like “our” version of justice; it may not come in “our” time, or be delivered as we would have it delivered. It may feel unsatisfactory to us that God loves all of God’s people unconditionally, when in our hearts we may crave retribution. It may feel unsettling to us to think that, to God, no human life is less valuable than any other human life.

But the God who implores us to love one another as we are loved is not absent.

God is not absent, when the cries of business owners in Ferguson are heard by compassionate residents who stand shoulder-to-shoulder to protect those businesses from those who would wreak havoc and destruction.

God is not absent, when the cries of a Ferguson woman who poured all that she had into a small bakery that was severely damaged in the looting are heard by generous people from across the country who give hundreds of thousands of dollars to help her rebuild.

God is not absent, when the cries of the manager of Ferguson’s only library are heard by supporters who generously offer what they can to help, so that the library may continue to be a place for learning, for community meetings and for resources for children and adults.

And God will not be absent, in the days, weeks and months to come, as those who have never before engaged in honest dialogue sit down together to better understand one another’s perspectives – and to learn how to live in community with one another in a new way.

I look in the faces of our two young cousins with hope and expectation, that the world in which they grow up and live as adults will be an even greater reflection of God’s abiding presence.

They are counting on us – all of us who are made in the image and likeness of God – to remind the world that God is not absent.

 And I have to believe that we’re up to the task.

"I will not leave you orphaned..." Some reflections on John 14:18...

It’s been nearly 21 years since my husband and I welcomed our first-born daughter into our lives. Even today, the miracle of her birth still overcomes me. those first few days, I held her, staring at her for hours on end, amazed at God’s perfect creation, thankful beyond all words.

One of our first visitors at home was a good friend of ours. I was all too aware of the struggles that she and her husband were having as they tried to conceive – and pain that was only compounded by the sense of loss that she continued to feel after having lost her own mother as a very young child. She sat with me, holding our newborn daughter, cooing with her, smiling and taking it all in. Yet I could feel the full throes of her pain – even before she looked at me and said, “I’m really worried that I’ll never get to know this moment.” We both wept, and truly, words seemingly came out of nowhere as I responded to her, “I really believe that God’s plan is for you to be a mother. You have to believe it, too.”

Fast forward a few years, and my friend’s family had actually grown larger than ours: She and her husband adopted three absolutely beautiful daughters, the oldest being just days older than our younger daughter. We’ve shared a few good laughs about that over the years – and, yes, there have been tears, too, especially those that I hid from her when, before they began the process of adopting their youngest daughter, I read the poignant words that she had to share with a birth mother who might consider their home for her child: “We have so much love to give, and your child would help us make our family complete.” Having had two rather non-eventful pregnancies and given birth to two healthy babies, I couldn’t even begin to imagine what she was feeling.

In John’s Gospel, Jesus tells his disciples, "I will not leave you orphaned; I am coming to you." This coming Sunday, many Christians will hear those words, and try to process what they mean for us in our daily walk with God. When I hear these words, it is my friend’s face that I see, from that day nearly 21 years ago when she wondered if she would ever know the joy of motherhood. It is her yearning, the love that she was so ready to give – the love that she has given so unconditionally for 17 years. God had not left her orphaned – not when her own mother had died when she was a very young child, nor when she had later found herself unable to conceive the children she so longed to love. Neither had God orphaned the beautiful daughters who have been entrusted to her mother-love and care, and who have grown into strong and beautiful young women with her nurture.

"I will not leave you orphaned; I am coming to you…" Yes, he is coming to us…in the moments in which we least expect him, in the hours and days that seem the loneliest, in the nights that seem the longest, darkest and coldest, in the prayers that seem unanswered, in the pain that seems unbearable. No, he will not leave us orphaned.

 

On Motherhood, and Our Young Taking Flight…..

A few days ago, I had lunch with the mothers of some of our older daughter’s high school classmates.  It was a time to get together to talk about what we’d just experienced; within the past few weeks, we all have taken our daughters off to college.  For some of us, it’s the first child “out of the nest,” and for others, the nest is now empty.

The consensus from our lunch group was this:  No matter how ready our kids are for their independence, no matter how well-prepared we think we are for that day, no matter how excited we are for our teens to have a great college experience, the act of a mother leaving her child in a far-away (or not so far-away) place is gut-wrenching.

No one prepares you for this moment when you are holding your newborn in your arms.  Or when you’re reading your toddler the tenth bedtime story of the evening.  Or when you’re sitting up with your sick child all night.  Or when you’ve been at the soccer field, the pool or the volleyball court for hours on end, watching your child and her team.  Or when you’re struggling to be patient as you help your teen learn to drive.  You are there, right there with your child, keeping her safe.

In reality, no one can prepare you for this moment.  One mother shared that, as she and her husband began the drive home from the “drop off,” she told him that she felt that she’d just lost her job.  That nurturing job.  That wiping teary eyes and runny noses job.  That kissing boo-boos and doctoring skinned knees job.  That baking cookies and doing laundry job.  That listening and all-too-often having to bite your tongue job. That being right there to catch you when you fall job.

It’s a job that we inevitably have to lose, that is, if we’ve done it well.  After all, we’re here to help our children become confident, self-sufficient, capable, morally-responsible – and independent – adults.

But that doesn’t make the separation any easier.

I didn’t appreciate that fact when I left home for college – way back when.  I happily soared off for what would be an amazing adventure: I encountered inspiring professors who stirred my passion for learning, made lifelong friends, had my first experiences in community service, grew as a leader, and learned more about myself than I ever could have imagined.

It was all good – and the kind of experience that I wish for our daughter. 

But while I soared off without a care in the world, I know now that my mother was still at home being a mother – worrying about me being in a larger city, fretting about the dangers that I might encounter, wondering if I were eating healthy meals, getting enough sleep and keeping up with my coursework. 

But all the while I was fiercely asserting my independence.  I recall now that as I prepared to drive home for my first fall break, I’d expected to leave around 10:00 that morning, and told my parents that I’d be home by 5:00 p.m.  The fellow student from my hometown who was riding home with me realized that he wouldn’t be finished with a test that he was taking until nearly noon, so we got a later-than-expected start.  I could have called my parents to let them know about the delay, but no doubt busy with my new life, I didn’t.

And when I pulled into the driveway just after 7:00 p.m., my mother’s tear-stained face in the kitchen window spoke volumes about motherhood: the worry, the fear, and the undying instinct to protect our young never go away.

And so, I’m hoping that our own fiercely independent daughter – who seems to be adjusting happily and well to college life – will forgive me for worrying, for fretting, for not being able to just kick that mother-job to the curb.  I’m hoping that she’ll know that I’m still there, cheering her on and watching her soar, albeit from a safe distance.

After all, she’s got beautifully-developing new wings to try out, and she needs to be able to soar and enjoy them.

Embracing the grace...just on the other side of our comfort zone

I will admit that I am a little bit of a creature of habit -- not inflexible, by any means, but I do have some routines that I observe rather faithfully. And one of those routines is to take prayer and exercise time every morning.

For the past three years, since we adopted our dog, Hollister, walking and running with him has been part of that morning routine. He's a fairly big guy, and loves his ...morning exercise time as much as I do.

Well, he used to, anyway.

Lately, he's been less than enthusiastic about our morning jaunts. To put it bluntly, he's been downright uncooperative -- literally sitting in the middle of the street near our house and refusing to budge. I've coaxed, cajoled, encouraged, and even tried to bribe him with a treat, all to no avail.

My suspicion is that the noise from some construction a few blocks away bothers him, and he doesn't want to go in the direction of that noise. Unfortunately, we have to head in the direction of the noise to get out of our small neighborhood development. Once we're out, we can head away from the noise that bothers him so much and continue on our way. But we can't make it far enough for him to realize that everything is really okay -- and that fun awaits, just on the other side of the bothersome noise.

We're about a week into his refusal to head out in the mornings, and I'm not enjoying having my morning routine altered. More than anything, I'm missing his company -- and watching the fun that he has exploring and checking out all of the sights and smells of the neighborhood each day. And Hollister -- poor thing -- is missing out on three or four miles worth of exercise and exploration.

This little disruption in my routine has helped me remember something: When we're afraid to step out of our comfort zones, we often miss out on the abundant grace that God has in store for us. All too often, our unwillingness to step out in faith beyond that which might intimidate us causes us to miss out on the rich reward just on the other side of our fears. We avoid coming into contact with neighbors who might be "different." We are uncertain about trying a new ministry opportunity, or joining a new class or group, because we're not sure if it will be a "good fit." And we miss out.

Just on the other side of the bothersome noise, a fun morning awaits my sweet dog. I'm just hoping that when all of the construction is done, he remembers how much fun we've always had and will be willing once again to venture out and take it all in.

And just on the other side of our fears and uncertainties, abundant blessings await us.

Are we willing to take a little risk, for the grace that awaits us just on the other side?

A Pilgrim’s Reflections, from a first trip to the Holy Land....

Day 2:

A pic of the day, from the Basilica of the Annunciation, in Nazareth. Definitely more pix to come. Arrival yesterday in Tel Aviv (Day 1), and a long walk along the Mediterranean before dinner. Today, traveled north to Caesarea Maritima, on to the Monastery of the Carmelites, then to Megiddo, before heading into Galilee. Not nearly enough time in Nazareth before making our way to Tiberias this evening. Tomorrow? On to the Sea of Galilee.onastery of the Carmelites, then to Megiddo, before heading into Galilee. Not nearly enough time in Nazareth before making our way to Tiberias this evening. Tomorrow? On to the Sea of Galilee.

Day 3:
They cast their nets in Galilee,
just off the hills of brown,
such happy simple fisherfolk
before the Lord came down.

We began Day 3 of our adventure sailing across the Sea of Galilee, and the words of this hymn rang in my mind. It was a perfect morning for the sail: sunny, just a bit of a breeze, utterly beautiful, a perfect day to envision the first four disciples – Simon Peter, Andrew, James and John – putting down their nets and following Jesus. Viewed an actual fishing boat dating from the first century. Enjoyed a lunch of cooked fish. Visited the Church of the Beatitudes and the Church of the Multiplication of the Loaves and Fishes. Then on to Capernaum and Caesarea Philippi, and a glimpse across the Syrian border. Full day, and so wonderful. Tomorrow? On to the Jordan River, and making our way to Jerusalem.

erfect morning for the sail: sunny, just a bit of a breeze, utterly beautiful, a perfect day to envision the first four disciples – Simon Peter, Andrew, James and John – putting down their nets and following Jesus. Viewed an actual fishing boat dating from the first century. Enjoyed a lunch of cooked fish. Visited the Church of the Beatitudes and the Church of the Multiplication of the Loaves and Fishes. Then on to Capernaum and Caesarea Philippi, and a glimpse across the Syrian border. Full day, and so wonderful. Tomorrow? On to the Jordan River, and making our way to Jerusalem.

Day 4:
Today began on the Jordan River, where we witnessed several people of different nationalities being baptized. Amazing to hear so many languages being spoken as our shared faith was affirmed. We drove along the Jordan border, stopping at the magnificent ruins of Bet She’an as we made our way into the Judean desert. Near Jericho, we saw shepherds in the hill country, tending their sheep. (And we took time for a little camel-riding fun ourselves!) We made our way into Jerusalem, taking in the magnificent views. A stop at the Mount of Olives was followed by a time of prayer and reflection at the Church of All Nations and the Garden of Gethsemane. The highlight of the day, though, was spending time with my dear friend, Sara’s, beautiful family. Tomorrow? On to the Old City, and the Via Dolorosa.

magnificent ruins of Bet She'an as we made our way into the Judean desert. Near Jericho, we saw shepherds in the hill country, tending their sheep. (And we took time for a little camel-riding fun ourselves!) We made our way into Jerusalem, taking in the magnificent views. A stop at the Mount of Olives was followed by a time of prayer and reflection at the Church of All Nations and the Garden of Gethsemane. The highlight of the day, though, was spending time with my dear friend Sara Benin's beautiful family. Tomorrow? On to the Old City, and the Via Dolorosa.

Day 5:
“So they took Jesus; and carrying the cross by himself, he went out to what is called The Place of the Skull, which in Hebrew is called Golgotha. There they crucified him, and with him two others, one on either side, with Jesus between them. Pilate also had an inscription written and put on the cross. It read, ‘Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews.’ Many of the Jews read this inscription, because the place where Jesus was crucified was near the city; and it was written in Hebrew, in Latin, and in Greek.”

A moving day, making our way with other pilgrims of many other countries and tongues along the Via Dolorosa, ending up at the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, traditionally believed to be the site of Jesus’ Crucifixion, burial and Resurrection. Comparing the arch. Pilate also had an inscription written and put on the cross. It read, ‘Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews.’ Many of the Jews read this inscription, because the place where Jesus was crucified was near the city; and it was written in Hebrew, in Latin, and in Greek.”

A moving day, making our way with other pilgrims of many other countries and tongues along the Via Dolorosa, ending up at the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, traditionally believed to be the site of Jesus' Crucifixion, burial and Resurrection. Comparing the archaeological evidence from the more recently recognized Garden Tomb. Experiencing the confluence of cultures – Jewish, Christian and Muslim – in the sights, sounds and smells of the Old City. Tomorrow? To Bethlehemaeological evidence from the more recently recognized Garden Tomb. Experiencing the confluence of cultures – Jewish, Christian and Muslim – in the sights, sounds and smells of the Old City. Tomorrow? To Bethlehem.

Day 6:

“In those days a decree went out from Emperor Augustus that all the world should be registered. This was the first registration and was taken while Quirinius was governor of Syria. All went to their own towns to be registered. Joseph also went from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to the city of David called Bethlehem, because he was descended from the house and family of David. He went to be registered with Mary, to whom he was engaged and who was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for her to deliver her child. And she gave birth to her firstborn son and wrapped him in bands of cloth, and laid him in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn.”

Much to take in today in Bethlehem...Crossing a barbed-wired, walled border from Jerusalem into this Palestinian-occupied city, and seeing armed militia walking along the streets as we made our way to the Church of the Nativity, I was struck that the world which now surrounds the stable-place is probably not much different than the world into which the Son of God was born. And, a moving visit to Yad Vashem, Israel’s Holocaust Museum, offered another sobering reminder of the atrocities that humans have committed against one another. Prayer time at the Wailing Wall this evening became a fitting close for this emotional day. Tomorrow? Off to the Dead Sea.

Day 7:
Qumran and the Dead Sea...even though I've known the story of the Dead Sea Scrolls, seeing the area is incredible. Grateful for the faithfulness of the Essenes to preserve the ancient writings for future generations and for the perseverance and care of those who brought them to light.

 

 

Wrapping up:
“The angel said to her, ‘The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you; therefore the child to be born will be holy; he will be called Son of God. And now, your relative Elizabeth in her old age has also conceived a son; and this is the sixth month for her who was said to be barren. For nothing will be impossible with God.’ Then Mary said, ‘Here am I, the servant of the Lord; let it be with me according to your word.’ Then the angel departed from her.”

There could be no more fitting end to this journey than to visit the Church of John the Baptist and the Church of the Visitation of Mary and Elizabeth. Mary and Elizabeth are the image of hope and expectation, and possibility in the face of impossibility. Elizabeth’s son, John the Baptist, born to her in her old age, would obey the call of God to go out into the world and prepare the way for the coming of God’s Son. And that Son, born to the Virgin Mary, would heal the sick, feed the hungry, teach the lost and give hope to the hopeless before giving up his own life on a cross. May we all be encouraged by Mary and Elizabeth’s faithfulness; may we all be strengthened by their courage. May we all find possibility in the face of impossibility – through God, who makes all things possible. Let it be with all of us, according to God’s holy word.

ent from the town of Nazareth in Galilee to Judea, to the city of David called Bethlehem, because he was descended from the house and family of David. He went to be registered with Mary, to whom he was engaged and who was expecting a child. While they were there, the time came for her to deliver her child. And she gave birth to her firstborn son and wrapped him in bands of cloth, and laid him in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn.”

Much to take in today in Bethlehem…Crossing a barbed-wired, walled border from Jerusalem into this Palestinian-occupied city, and seeing armed militia walking along the streets as we made our way to the Church of the Nativity, I was struck that the world which now surrounds the stable-place is probably not much different than the world into which the Son of God was born. And, a moving visit to Yad Vashem, Israel’s Holocaust Museum, offered another sobering reminder of the atrocities that humans have committed against one another. Prayer time at the Wailing Wall this evening became a fitting close for this emotional day. Tomorrow? Off to the Dead Sea.

How Much Longer Will We Look the Other Way?

So, let me get this straight.

Donald Sterling, the 80-year-old owner of the L.A. Clippers, happens to be recorded (How convenient…?) as he tells his “girlfriend” that he really wishes that she wouldn’t be photographed with black people or bring them to Clippers games.

And when this highly-contrived and conveniently recorded (By the way, who put her up to that…?) conversation is leaked to the media, we, the public, feign surprise that there are people – yes, even high profile people – in the world who harbor and espouse racist beliefs.

Well, please allow me to make an observation: Racists do live among us. And, if I might, please allow me to make one more: The racists who live among us come in all colors, all shapes, all sizes, all ages. We can find them in any walk of life; they may pursue any vocation, live in any neighborhood, or claim to be adherents of any faith. They may be pillars of the community, yes, even wealthy 80-year-old basketball team owners who have received awards for their contributions to the community.

Of course, some may argue, in hindsight, that allegations of Sterling’s discrimination in his property leasing business should have been a clue to his true disposition. But those allegations didn’t spur us to ask questions or urge him to change any of his business practices.  We simply looked the other way.

Too often, we all simply ignore the behavior of those who harbor intolerant attitudes. We shrug at unsavory comments, or smile uncomfortably at tasteless jokes. We fail to speak up when we see blatant acts of discrimination. We continue to patronize business establishments that have lengthy histories of discriminatory practices.

Many years ago, I went to one of Memphis’ iconic barbeque restaurants with a date. We arrived, were seated, and waited for one of the servers to take our order.

We waited, and waited.

And we couldn’t help noticing that folks at all of the tables around us were being warmly greeted by the restaurant’s servers, served promptly, and given great attention….all while we waited for someone to even take our order.  When a rude server finally brought our meal to the table, our barbeque was cold.

Now, in case you might be wondering, my date from all those years ago is black, as am I. The servers in question? They were all black, too. But all of the folks seated around us that evening were all white.

The experience left a bad enough taste in my mouth (no pun intended) that I avoided this particular restaurant for quite some time – years, in fact. The next time that I was there, I happened to be with a mixed-race group of co-workers from my office. And our service couldn’t have been better, our server couldn’t have been chattier, and our food couldn’t have been tastier.

But when my husband and I gave the place a try a few years later, we discovered that nothing had changed from my first experience there. Our service was slow, our server was rude, our food was cold, and others around us were receiving far better service. And we gave the place another chance, just in the past few years, just to see if we had, by chance, previously happened in on a bad evening. No such luck.  I have no plans to return.

The point of this story is simple: When the business principles of a particular establishment offended me, I made a decision that I wouldn’t continue to patronize the establishment. Now, granted, this establishment doesn’t seem to have missed my patronage; it continues to be a thriving place. But I will choose only to support businesses that treat me and others with respect.

If Donald Sterling’s business practices offended us all that way – if players wouldn’t play for him, if coaches wouldn’t coach for him, if fans chose to spend their entertainment dollars with that other L.A. team – it might well be that Donald Sterling would have been out of the business of basketball already, without any further encouragement.

But his behavior hasn’t offended us that way. And it's almost as if we secretly hope that someone like NBA Commissioner Adam Silver will come along and do what we don’t have the collective fortitude to do – even if (and I do question this…) Silver’s proposed punishment may not be legal.

The Adam Silvers of the world cannot save us from ourselves. If we truly want to bring about change, we must stop looking the other way. We all must be willing to acknowledge acts of racism and intolerance when we see them, speak up in support of those who are being oppressed, reprove in love our brothers and sisters who fail to love all of God’s people, and, yes, refuse to support business establishments and institutions whose leaders fail to respect the dignity of every human being.

One of the best commentaries that I’ve seen on this sad tale was written by retired basketball-great Kareem Abdul-Jabbar, who ends his eloquent writing with these words: “Instead of being content to punish Sterling and go back to sleep, we need to be inspired to vigilantly seek out, expose, and eliminate racism at its first signs.”

Thank you, Kareem. I couldn’t have said it better myself.

 

Forgive....and be forgiven....

 

When I was a freshman in high school, another student at my school tried to stab me.

I honestly can’t say that I understand why “Sharon” wanted to hurt me. I really didn’t know her, but I knew that she struggled in school, and I knew that she hung around a pretty tough group of girls who seemed to enjoy bullying others. Now, granted, I was pretty much the quintessential nerd kid – and nerd kids seem to be a magnet for bullies. But I’d had no particular encounters with “Sharon” that would have provoked her to want to hurt me.

On a Friday in April, “Sharon” came to school with a large kitchen knife hidden in her books. And as I walked down the hallway with a friend between classes, oblivious to what was happening, she tried to stab me. God’s grace – and the quick action of a couple of upper classmen boys who saw the knife just before it would otherwise have been plunged into my back – spared me that day. Her angry, expletive-filled tirade as the boys wrestled the knife from her only confused me more and fed my sense of bitterness and hurt that she could want to harm me.

I have no idea what happened to “Sharon.” She was suspended from school for the remainder of that school year, and given that she was already struggling and not allowed to take final exams, she was held back the following school year. The next fall, I saw her in the hallways from time to time, but admittedly still frightened, I steered clear of her; after a while, I never saw her again. My guess was that, like too many other students who have learning challenges and who lack solid support, she just gave up. As for me, I’d wanted to transfer to another school, as frightening as the whole episode had been, but my mother wasn’t similarly inclined to abandon the school’s stellar academic program. I stayed, I continued to thrive, and in time, I pretty much shrugged the whole thing off.

As I’ve grown older, I have wondered: What might have happened if, after Sharon had come back to school, I had walked up to her, and just said hi? Or invited her to eat lunch with me and my friends? Or simply told her, “I know you don’t like me, and I’m really not mad about what happened.” Might anything have been different? Might knowing that one kid whom she’d bullied saw value in her and was willing to show kindness to her have made a difference in her life – or mine? But I did nothing, because, truth be told, not only was I still frightened, I hadn’t forgiven her for wanting to hurt me, and for taking my sense of safety away. I had allowed fear, anger and hurt to infect me, and nothing could break through the coat of armor that I had forged for protection.

On our best days, forgiving those who have wronged us can be a hard thing to do. We want those who have wronged us to pay; we want our revenge, even when we want desperately to be able to forgive if for no other reason than to rid ourselves of the anger and bitterness that we feel. But as important as it is for us to be forgiving people, we may not realize how important it is for those who have wronged us to know that they are forgiven – wholly and unconditionally – and that we invite them into reconciliation and new relationship.

After a distraught Charlie Roberts took the lives of five Amish schoolgirls before taking his own life in Lancaster County, Pennsylvania in October, 2005, his grief-stricken family experienced an outpouring of love and support from their Amish neighbors. As they mourned their own dead, the Amish families visited the Roberts family to mourn with them and share their grief, and stood with them at Charlie’s funeral. A member of the Amish community told reporters that the Amish had no alternative: They were called to forgive just as God had forgiven them. For the Roberts family, the forgiveness and acceptance that they experienced helped sustain them during the dark days that they faced.

I’ll never know if a kind word to “Sharon” would have made any difference in her life. But I believe that it would have made a profound difference in my life to forgive her – to be able to try to forgive another just as God forgives us all. And, I suspect, one of the keys to healing the divisions in our world may well be for all of us to be people who forgive one another as we are all forgiven by God – and for all of us to experience God’s love and mercy through the forgiveness of those we have wronged.